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[15 Aug 2006|01:56am]
i miss when i had blonde hair
when my friday night consisted of chinese food and sign stealing.
when i had just met pat and everythng was going so awesome
when i didnt have all this shit at home
when i didnt have bills and loans
when i wasnt going to cod
when i never had a single doubt about how he feels about me
when my friends were here, and they werent leaving in a few days

when everything was simple, and school lasted from 725 am until 216

i miss sitting under bridges and watching the cars
i miss sitting on big hills and looking up at the stars

i miss when i had a clear mind and no worries

i miss when i fell asleep with a smile on my face

im gonna miss all my friends

im gonna miss that one person who has become everything to me

im going to miss it all.

i want to leave this town so bad. theres nothing left to be here for.
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.... [29 Jun 2006|08:09pm]
sometimes i feel like my friends dont really like me too much.

im sorry if i did something wrong...
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try the best you can [18 Jun 2006|11:43pm]
He says he can see colors the way i can hear jetplanes.
hes been so worried and ive thought he was crazy for getting upset

but its so obvious. ive been so blind. so stupid.
i let this happen, over and over and over again.

i know how to make things better. i know i should stand up for myself.

but the thing is...can i really do it?
you and whose army?

[04 May 2006|11:01pm]
The Earth looks better from a star
That's right above from where you are
He didn't mean to make you cry
With sparks that ring and bullets fly
On empty rings around your heart
The world just screams and falls apart

But now we must pack up every piece
Of the life we used to love
Just to keep ourselves
At least enough to carry on

that sums up this week
for me, fo my friends, for everyone

stay by the people you love
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inuaywrui!!! [08 Dec 2005|03:06pm]
cross my heart, hope to die
i swear i won't say what happened that night
so starting today things are gonna be all right
your best you tried, and yeah you did fine
no better than fine, perfect in my mind
in fact, i wish your heart was mine
and i can hear the memory in my ears
back to the years and all those tears
but hear me when i say im glad we steered that way
because now we're here

do you want to get away? get in the car we can leave today
do you want to celebrate our just made little holiday?
cus now today is your day
all that stuff you used to take
im glad you threw all that away cus now you look so great
you never need to be afraid just know yuo went the right way

because even though we never get things right
and it gets so hard just saying we'll keep trying
its mine to decide when ill be alright

i know you're going crazy
but happy is all that you make me
and things are gonna get better baby
i know everything went wrong OK
but now its time to get some better days
cus i don't want to keep acting this way

cus man i know we never get things right
and it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying
but its mine to decide when and if ill be alright..
and thats just a thing that take time

so keep going till you know when its time, when its right
keep showing yourself in that light
cus back in school man that gets cruel
but one thing is true is that man now look at you
your heart is big enough for two
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[09 Jul 2004|06:06pm]


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[14 Feb 2004|12:55pm]
[ mood | content ]

Happy Valentines day everybody!

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[13 Feb 2004|01:30pm]
more survey fun brought to you by kimba and study hallCollapse )
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[12 Feb 2004|01:56pm]
[ mood | blank ]

boring survey funCollapse )

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[10 Feb 2004|04:03pm]
[ mood | content ]

grand theft auto is truly the most rewarding activity one can partake ina fter a hard days work...truly.

i found bagels in the fridge...food!

im sick..the cold medicinals wore off, so now i just feel like i swallowed fire

i found a cool photohraphy site...mucho coolness

i spelled photography wrong...im such a dumbass

ive joined the race of cellular phone users...sigh...every time i see those stores i think of that movie..and them saying "one of us..one of us.." as they creep closer and closer with their flip camera phones with tv and internet and built in stereos and lazer guns and stuff....its madness...but yea..ive joined them..

i am so ignorant to everything in the 80s...its sad really..i need to brush up on my 80s culture

i want to go see the strokes...my plan is to get an A in chem...then maybe it can be considered

why does everyone never know who im talking about..i feel dumb

people must think im such a loser...like that one time in art last year, where there was a francis bacon picture up, and i said "ooh, francis bacon" and everyone was like "what? you like bacon? what are you talking about, i like bacon...blah blah...blah"...yet that was my own fault for mentioning it in art class.....(sarcasm my droogs...pure sarcasm)

i have nothing else to say, not that it stopped me from posting in the first place....





more lame quizzes i took whilst pracrastinatingCollapse )

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[10 Feb 2004|01:50pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

i havent posted in awhile....good job for me. i have a cold and im taking cold medicine and it screws me up drastically. at first i cant stop smiling then i get tired and then the third stage, i get really hyper like im on speed. and then the medicine wears off and i feel like crat again. yessm...the works of sudafed are truly an amazing adventure. studyhall sucks...our teachers would make hitler proud..so..it sucks. quiz time

i am an indie snob!

How indie are you? test by ridethefader
You're just too cool for school, aren't you? You're pretty narrow minded and opinionated with regards to music (and probably most other things as well). But you're allowed to be, because you really are better than everyone else. You take pride in obscurity. You probably prefer vinyl too, you elitist bitch.
ouch...elitist bitch..... i am not.
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[08 Feb 2004|09:10am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

who wants to do the timewarp? again?

you and whose army?

[07 Feb 2004|02:26pm]
[ mood | calm ]

angela is right, everyone is sad. :(..aww cheer up people...ill make you all bunt cakes and queen cds!

me+parking an suv=destruction to everyone nearby

i cant open my mod podge bottle..!!...i need to start lifting weights...just so i can open that damn bottle

owens show..oh wait.."oboats shows"( god forbid i offend any october fall fans) was good last night. owens funny when he plays keyboard.:)

valentines day is saturday?

im glad i went to visit my gramma today, shes always so cheerful, she seems happy where she is..im glad

good bye my fellow droogs

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water [05 Feb 2004|06:11pm]
[ mood | content ]

me:today is H.R Gigers birthday!
everyone else: WHO?!
me:*hangs head...nevermind

tommarow is nadsat slang day. only talk to me if you are using proper nadsat jargon.

after much thinking during chemistry..these are the things that, when completed, will make the earth a way better place
1.) archeologists will uncover the 11th commadmant that reads.."thou shalt not put respectable muscians songs into car commericials"
2.)all paint will be nontoxic and taste like hawaiin punch
3.) the donnas, good charlotte punks, chemistry teachers, and mean grocery store baggers will all be put on a plane and sent to live on a remote island inhabited by dinasaurs.
4.)Lia the lunch lady will give me extra french fries
5.)chris farley and john belushi will return to snl with their good buddy phil hartman, claiming they were never dead, they just went home for awhile.
6.)arrogance, big egos, and hypocracy will dissapear forever
7. school counselors will not ask you what you want to do with the rest of your life expecting an answer in seconds. and they will also refrain from the phrasing "food for thought"
8.) nobody will be depressed, they will simply feel under the weather until they eat some ice cream
9.) speaking of ice cream, there will also be no such thing as lactose-intollerance
10.) cars will fly, realeasing febreze spray, instead of gaseous fumes
11.) computers will talk, in the voice of steve buschemi, and be your personal assitants, but they will never turn on you.
oh and one more..the terminator would be president...note..im not saying arnold will be prez...but the TERMINATOR...cmon you gotta admit that would kick ass

ive recently gone back and read all my past entries, i deserve what i got. im nothing but a whiny teenager who doesnt know what i got in life. i hope to change that.

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it was an hour ago... [03 Feb 2004|01:45pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

i hate school yes i do. i hate everyone..maybe even you. id rather be at home right now, watching a movie...kapow. i want to color yes i do..i havent any crayons...do you? i dont even want to go home..its true..because everyone and everything sucks...yea i broke the rhyme but frankly..i do not care

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[02 Feb 2004|01:50pm]
im in study hall....*gunshot

why does this day seem to do on forever?
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i am entriely board [01 Feb 2004|03:28pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

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dear heart, you have no purpose [01 Feb 2004|02:49pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

sunday. not just any sunday..."superbowl" sunday. and despite my compete ignorance as to anything football related ive already bet with pat that the patriots win..so lets hope my impulsive guessing doesnt fail me.

i kinda like this fischerspooner....dont judge me

low fat triscuits suck!

i look terrible today..ouch

candy hearts are the bestest food on earth! so cmon folks...lets read!

i went to guitar center yesterday..im too shy

i went to the mall yesterday..good times. the people who work at sbarro are weird

image trace essay for english is giving me anxiety attacks...im such a dork

last night i had a dream i got everything i ever wanted but i didnt realize i had it and threw it all away. i woke up very dizzy.

i watched phantasm last night...i cant belive i never realized how cheesy it is. it was a good laugh...i wish i had one of those metal spheres to whip at people that piss me off....

i went drining again yesterday, and i ran over a bush and got the car stuck on it...so..sorry katie..if the bush in front of your house has tire marks in it..;)

and im done...good bye


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he ate old man jenkins! [31 Jan 2004|02:26pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

drum a roll
-i need to eat. it making bad things happen to me. :/
-last nights events were sorta gloomy i guess. i hope you all are feeling better, i worry
-finding nemo can brighten up any situation
-roselle middle+alice in wonderland=gun to my head...but good job billy
-driving is fun
-i have much homework to work on...much
-i fell asleep during honeymoon killers last night! of all the times actually be tired
-i dont want to play my guitar. i suck.
-spongebob always manages to find its way into my day..that fuckin sponge...
-not feeling to great at the moment
-samba and i must meet to go film..i have a splendid idea that involves a mime and the park.
-someone should really call me sometime..i could use people to talk to

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ice cream [29 Jan 2004|03:43pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

i remember this one study they did awhile ago, where they played radiohead for young kids, and they were supposed to draw pictures based on what the music did. and some kid drew an icecream cone about paranoid andoroid. and some otehr kids, 2nd graders i think, drew all these morbid pictures, like a lemonade stand, only it sold suicides..i just thought it was crazy that little kids had all taht inside them, and that radiohead, of all things, brought it out. im still feeling pained by pretty much evreything, too much homework, work to do, things i havnt done yet, my grades suck major, and i still feel a tad..i dont know.."off"?. yea. that bloody snow has been cast upon poor old us again, so no doubt i will be outside shoveling when my madre returns from her stupid job. :(. that sucks. today in english my teacher was talking about the book a clockwork orange, and i got all excited, because i adore it. so i actually raised my hand for the first time all year. ha. so now hopefully he will realize im not just a dumbass who sits in back of class and says nothing, because i do read, i just dont feel i have to share my opinion with the rest of my class..nor do i want to. im grounded due to my failures on all three tale of two cities quizzes..the fuck? who cares..i read the book..i just dont like quizes. yea so
-today was nothing..just nothing
-suicide assembly as school..didnt expalin about suicide at all really, but it was a grand sight to see that poor man get stuck in his devil mask
-im not allowed to play my guitar at night anoymore..the fuck?
-why do i always feel that theres nobody to talk to, when im surrounded by people, i dont dare say what im thinking.
-im still depressed about god knows what..i think its time to bring in the pro's..heh

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